Crimsann - Kate Spade and the Sugar Bitch
Isn't that Just the Story of my Life?

Date: 2008-03-17 08:25
Subject: Kate Spade and the Sugar Bitch
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Well, this weekend was just full of fun and frivolity.

I kicked it off Friday morning at the optometrist by finding out that due to my very sudden shift in vision...towards the worse, naturally...it seems there is a very good chance I'm a diabetic.


I gotta tell you, for someone who has rarely been more ill than the occasional annoying cold, that came as a bit of a shock.  Of course, I've still to be tested, and I don't exhibit many of the symptoms...but that's the treat about diabetes according to what I've read so far.  Lot's of people don't exhibit any symptoms at all.  

Isn't that just vastly reassuring.


I suppose it wouldn't be the end of the world.  

I don't sweeten things like coffee or tea, I don't gravitate towards candy or donuts, I love vegetables enough to eat them all day every day for the most part, I know a lot about eating a balanced diet...and with the threat of impending blindness hovering over me I suppose I could stick with one.  ha. ha.

Still, the suddenly more imperative need for exercise doesn't thrill me, and for someone who spends part of almost every weekend dreaming up a new dessert for Supper Club...a sugar restriction is a bit rich!


I don't know if I'm just resigned to this as "my luck", or if I'm in what one book called "diabetic denial"...but so far I'm not really flipping out about it.  I'm just sitting here, quietly thinking "oh, fuck".



The part of me still exhibiting a sense of humor is more worried about what frames I went on to choose while widely dilated and "mildly" freaked.  


All I really remember is they were Kate Spade and there is a chance they might be in shades of grass green and plum. 


 

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Groovyrooster
User: [info]groovyrooster
Date: 2008-03-18 12:29 (UTC)
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Wait - your optometrist is diagnosing diabetes?!?! Obviously diabetes can change eye-sight, but that seems like a bit of a jump. Does diabetes run in your family?

Also I'm kinda surprised that people do not exhibit symptoms for diabetes? Maybe if they eat poorly and have a list of comorbidities, then the complications of diabetes might not be so obvious. But you eat well and are healthy, so I would think you would be able to distinguish the difference.

I'm skeptical. Keep me posted. But I will put a plug in for exercise. It makes a difference. I'm back to running in the morning because Jeff wants to run a 10-miler at the end of April. I feel so much better when I run. It is serious. Will I be able to run the 10 miler very fast? No, but at least I can run. Ha!

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User: [info]crimsann
Date: 2008-03-18 14:14 (UTC)
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Well, to clarify a bit from my "off the deep end" ramblings...he didn't exactly diagnosis it. He just pointed out that in the last year my eye sight has deteriorated by four steps (whatever that means) and that there are really only 3-4 reasons why that would be likely to happen.

1. I'm 12 (yeah, I know...I tried for that one, but it was a no go.)
2. I have cataracts (checked, that's a nope.)
3. I have diabetes

and then this one he threw out there as maybe most likely but not likely enough to warrant not being tested for #3.

4. I do a lot of work close up

As far as the "no symptoms", I have read that in one place but most sources seem to word it more like "symptoms that are so vague you wouldn't immediately think diabetes". The common ones are listed as:

Frequent urination
Excessive thirst
Extreme hunger
Unusual weight loss
Increased fatigue
Irritability
Blurry vision

In my case I can easily say not a chance on the first two, nope on the third, HELL no on the fourth, not really given the long hours I work I mean I'm always a bit tired but rarely what I would call more so than usual on the fifth, maybe I'm not the best judge on the sixth, and yeah without my old glasses sure on the last.

shrug. I don't know, to me that is not a lot to go by...I mean most of them are pretty subjective really.

I guess it made more sense to me from the angle of there are only a few things that would cause the eye sight to deteriorate so rapidly rather than the other way around.

All things said and done, I haven't been to a GP in longer than I will admit here...so I guess it wouldn't hurt to actually get one (told you it had been awhile) and have myself tested.

As far as it running in my family, sort of. My grandfather did have it for sure, and my Mom is supposedly border line...so I guess it's not as unlikely as all that.

I just never suspected, so it's all a bit much to deal with. Like I needed even more eating restrictions when it's hard enough to be constantly thinking about what I eat.

But, enough "poor me"...I will keep you posted, although I won't know much for awhile. I'm going to read up on the diet...which I take wouldn't hurt anyone to follow anyway, and hunt around for a GP. I got a recommendation for a diabetic specialist already, but that seems like jumping the gun a bit.



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